broken hearts will mend.

I love the Christmas season. But, this Christmas was very unique for Austin and I. I truly felt the Saviors love for me and my testimony of His life, Atonement, and the Plan of Salvation was strengthened.

A couple days ago we went to the Doctor and received some very heartbreaking news. Our little baby had stopped growing. At first it was all a blur to me, I didn't know what the doctor was saying, I couldn't digest his words- it all seemed so surreal. As we got in the car it all hit me and it felt as though my heart had been literally broken. I felt so empty inside, hoping that there was some mistake. After several sleepless nights and many beautiful priesthood blessings- I miscarried our little one. My heart still aches as I long to hold our baby, but this past week my testimony of the Plan of Salvation has truly been strengthened. I am so grateful Austin and I were married in the temple and will have an eternal family some day. I am thankful for all the prayers that have been offered in our behalf. I know that this trial has already strengthened me in many, many ways and for that I am grateful.

3 more days!

oh just 3 more days and finals are over!
Not to mention I have had
3 jobs and
17 credits
-12 of which are upper division math
this semester- So... pretty much I can't wait for Wednesday.
then party party woot.

This is pretty much what my brain is trying to cram in right now :(

wish me luck.

just a little somethin'

I haven't blogged in ages. yikes.

Life is good, and we are blessed.

We live above the Draper temple so I get this beautiful view every morning/evening- and I love it!
Anyway... I have had this little thing growing for about 6 weeks now. And I have bursting to tell the world. I haven't blogged in so long that nobody will probably read this, haha. But I need to document it somewhere since I am a horrible journal-er.

Yes, we have a little bun in the oven. woot.