Wednesday, November 11, 2009

the unknown

No work today. Happy Veterans Day. PTO. whoo

I decided I hate the unknown/un-decided-ness of college age life.

I may or may not fail out of college this semester.
My sleepness nights of studying may or may not pay off.
I may or may not lose my scholarship.
I may or may not have just eaten 2 flippin fattening pumpkin cookies.
I may or may not have a crush on this kid.
I may or may not have have just written that.
I may or may not become a nurse.
I may or may not become an illustrator.
I may or may not go on a mission.
I may or may not go to school next semester.
I may or may not move to New York City.
I may or may not have time to buy a cardigan and sew a peacock on it.
I may or may not work in Alaska in this summer.
I may or may not do a century (100 long long miles) bike race.
---- see what i mean way too many un-freakin-knowns.

How did ya'll survive?

p.s don't tell me to be patient. I don't want to be patient.
I have to make plans... Why? because this is how I live my life ----------->I might cry if I lost my Franklin Covey Day Planner.
p.s.s my post came off kind of ornery. haha.
I'm good I promisio. just a little indecisive about things that's all.
and I needed to vent-ish just a weebit.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Fern - Your the cutest kid ever!! I may or may not tell you to have patience. I may or may not tell you to be happy while your trying to be patient. I may or may not tell you that you need to date lots of cute boys. I may or may not tell you that we all love and support you always.....

Dustin Family said...

Oh Juli! You are so cute and funny!! My planner used to look just like yours, but I would scribble things out when I did them so it looked more crazy. You'll figure things out soon enough and once you do, you'll wonder what's happening next... it never ends... just trust in the Lord with all thine heart, right?? He will direct thy paths... :) LOVE YA DAWG FACE!!!