Me and my bestie are running a half marathon next weekend.
In St. George.
I haven't trained.
He hasn't either.
It will be great.
That means no sugar.
I need to lose like 5 lbs.
Then I can run faster.

On another note...
Dad came and "tucked me in" tonight.
He told me if I was a little more loving I would enjoy life more.
He said I should hug more.
I'm going to try this.
So if we are walking down the street and I barely know you, but give you a hug...
I am trying to be more loving.
Why not, right.
People are so into themselves lately.
What happened to the good old days when people would give you the shirt off their back, or the shoes off their feet?
This is my vow to be a kinder person.

p.s no nursing letter yet.
p.s.s I registered for classes- consists of a. phsyiology b. drawing c. painting
d. water media and techniques (aka watercolor). perfect-o schedule.
p.s.s.s can someone please just tell me a life plan. pretty please. thanks. mission? nursing? moving? work? artist/writer/business? boys?

just thoughts

I finally got my new cardigan.
It is so cute.
It was a very well deserved purchase.

So---
I love getting the mail.
It's my favorite part of the day.
Other than going to bed.
I can't wait until I get married and have my own mailbox.
My husband better not like getting the mail-
or there will be a serious problem.
I have been waiting for the nursing acceptance/denial letter-
hasn't come.
and it probably won't until the end of November.
Today when I got the mail I decided that...
I want to kiss in the rain, like in The Notebook.
Love that movie. I love the smell of the rain.
I want it to rain.

I have to register for classes on monday- yikes.
I am registering for art classes, and maybe a literature class.
and a couple PE class- I just want a cake semester.
my brain will never recover after this one.

Thank goodness for the weekend and a new cardigan. that's all.

Plan B

If I don't get into the nursing program I am going to be a New York artist/librarian/writer. Wouldn't that be totally awesome. I am kind of second guessing myself about nursing lately, maybe because I don't know if I will get in.

amayazhing

today i read this blog. it was long. it was boring.
my posts are always long. and probably boring.
so let me get to the point.

Communication-
why is it so hard. when it should be so easy.
Just say it. simple right? psh- yeah
not with boys. just people in general

Mission-
Is it for me?

Nursing-
might not get in.

NYC-
want to go. calling my name- loud and clear.

Boys----> save for a longer post.
but- no interest in the boy in the last post.

Budget-
now in place. hate it. need a new cardigan real bad.
I am going to ask santa for this one. so cute. anthropologie. never been there.
someone come with me. see above.

I heart nordys cardigans. this is on sale only $25. someone should buy it for me. see below.



This little puppy just went 50% off at nordys.
see below.
yup totally making a trip there.
i don't just want it.
i need it.

Chocolate-
not eating anymore. until halloween at least.
or sugar at all as a matter of fact.

Running-
my personal heroine. addicted.

School-
A. hug me B. Diet Sprite C. death D. all of the above

Church-
peace. love it. the only thing keeping me chugging through life.

i hate short posts. makes me sound like a brat.
and I can't explain myself. and it's not even short. ha-

lame-o title

I never know what to title my posts...haha.
Anyways- I feel like I have so much to blog about but at the same time nothing.
I just love this little kid- she is like my bff. I could just hug her and snuggle her all day. She is so hilarious. Today I asked her, "Alayna- what should I be for halloween?" She didn't even have to think she immediately responded, "a treat!" I started laughing and she said, "a sucker." So for halloween I might just be a sucker... haha. Tonight Steph and the Cobster came over and my new favorite thing to do with her is to read Chicka Chicka Boom Boom! because she gets so excited and can pretty much recite it with me.

Mom, Dad and Kal are going to Indiana this weekend :( I want to go really, really, really, really bad. But school sucks and I have to stay home- even though it's fall break, because I need to get caught up. I want to see little Moira and Madeline so so bad. Next weekend I will be absolutely home alone because Preston is going to Disneyland. PARTY! haha not really- but hopefully people can do stuff or I will just be a little nerdlet that has to do homework all by my lonesome. I think I might put "the mom's" birds on KSL because I will not be feeding/watering them, the first time I hear a squawk they are out... haha.

So- we all know that pretty much I am boy crazy. yikes. You know that Colbie Caillat song that goes "I think I'm fallin' for you..." it has totally been stuck in my head probably because I think I really like this kid- and we go out, and I want to kiss his face (haven't yet), and he makes me smile, and he makes laugh, and whenever I see him my heart kind of jumps, and when he touches the back of my arm my stomach flips, and sometimes I don't think clearly and say stupid stuff... I guess that's what happens when your just a little twitterpated. But there is just one slight problem----> I don't really know what he thinks about me- he keeps calling back so?? whatever that means. To0 bad it's not like in Junior High when you just tell your friend you like a boy, she tells his friend to tell him, and if he likes you he tells his friend, who tells your friend who tells you... One day when I create worlds of my own not only will York Peppermint Pattys grow on trees but girls will be able to read minds. Wouldn't that make life so much easier? maybe not- but in this situation it totally would!

conference.

Wasn't conference just wonderful! I wish every weekend was conference weekend. There is such an amazing spirit and rejuvenation that fills my heart and I love it.
I feel like I have so much to work on! But I feel like I have kind of a new outlook on life. I love President Monson. I want to start a warm fuzzy jar. All the speakers were amazing, I feel like it was just for me, and I can't wait for the Ensign to come out.

This week I turned in my nursing application--- yikes.
I hope I get in. pray for me.
If I don't then I will most likely go on a mission, which would be freaking amazing.

I have a new crush. whoo whoo. oh geez,
it's bad. I can't really focus on school
and I don't get much homework done on the weekends anymore.
Good thing my grades are submitted for the nursing program...
all I have to do is pass microbiology and anatomy with a C.
I better not lose my scholarship this semester!